Forever Mc Queen!!!

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1250249/Alexander-McQueen-commits-suicide.html

So, i read this article and i understood, i cried, seriuously, what the fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!! so fucking young, my god!!!!!!!!! but i love my mum more than anything and i already lost my dad when i was 10 years old and i know and i told those around me again again that if my mum was going to pass away or my grandma' who is my my mum daddy, i will go with them too, i just wish like Mc Queen, that i will not go before them, c'est la vie, c'est la mort, c'est comme ca et puis voila! But i really reaaly don't wanna leave like people are leaving here, not talking to their brothers so much, or after leaving home for university, just going to visit once at christmas or bullshit familial reunion, i love my family so much and if i had money, i will go visit them every time i can, means a lot, i think it's so important, my mum made me, all of me, my daddy even more but he destroyed me too and my bro make me think and stay on the ground, my grandma' is the wiser woman ever, my soul, the reason i'm fighting for everyday, i want them to be proud of me, and that's the only reason, sex drugs and rock'n'roll, who cares!!!!!!!!! I don't wanna live without my family on this bullshit planet,if i'm able to stay in NYC now, it's because i know that they are there for me always!!!!!!!!! Please daddy let me live, let them live or i will leave and come to you. Mc Queen, for this, i respect you and send you all my love. Forever Mc Queen!!!