HUMAN LIVES MATTER

 It’s time for me to take a stand/ position.

I love kw songs ( I maybe listened to it more when I was a teen)  I don’t think so he is dangerous or mean but just lost like all of us.

 Stop your bs about black or white lives matter or not, we all matter, we all FUCKING MATTER. 

I know KANYE WEST  is making a lot of money from being controversial and outrageous but who did buy his clothes/ stuff/ shit?

All of the ones who liked to show off logos and defend values which doesn’t  comprehend or represent any of us, humans.

We are human, and this is just the only RACE ON EARTH.

Stop pretending and stop trashing my insta feed with hateful post, this is why I did stop going on social medias. 

It’s killing everyone energy instead of connecting for good and making real changes. And also making me cry, RIP GEORGE FLOYD AND ALL OTHER MARTYRS FROM THIS SYSTEM, again, IT’S CONCERNING ALL OF US.

A bon entendeur!

The spring breakers syndrome

Let's start with the most important element in the movie "James Franco", you have to wait about half an hour before he comes up on the screen. Oh yes! Sorry, if you didn't get it yet, I'm talking about the childish recreative and pro narco movie "SPRING BREAKERS".
It's very...how can I put it without being too harsh? It's a psychedelic soft porn with typical young american chipmunks disney muppets turning into big time fearless gangsters because "Girls just want to have fun"!

The casting:
VANESSA HUDGENS (even if she doesn't deserve to have her name wrote in capital, ;)) as the dirty S'#t who is by the way, the hottest piggy of the "gang" in blond! 
 Selena Gomez as Faith, who couldn't except the slutty role since she is destined to also survive as the for sure not anymore virgin but "let's still keep the myth on" in order to keep using her to sell "family friendly" movies if you compare to the other "3 petits cochons"...
 JAMES FRANCO is the sexy white boy from the hood,  because yes, the surprising part is that he is really hot in that rubbish trip, so ugly that he becomes hotter than ever and I guess that mens feel the same about the little girls doing him cheerfully! 

The ugliness is at her maximum once we reach the piano scene featuring BRITNEY SPEARS song's "EVERYTIME", oui! EVERYTIME I GOT A GUN, I CAN KILL GUCCI MANE AND ALL HIS CREW, SHOW HIM WHO IS THE BOSS BECAUSE I WEAR A FLUO YELLOW BIKINI AND A PINKY GANGSTA MASK WITH A LICORN STICKER ON IT! DON"T FORGET, IT'S SPRING BREAK AND I'M THE FUTURE OF AMERICA !!!

It feels so good to feel that work is back on track as soon as your mind and your heart are at peace...

Like I always say, work can't be good if you don't take any pleasure in it, and for that you need to work  really hard with all your heart and soul. So in order to make it happen, your soul and mind need to be at peace.
For once, this winter sounds like spring to me because my summer and autumn felt like an enormous cold wave,  like the hurricane Sandy was constantly raging around me.
But it's gone now, I finally feel relieved and grown up, centered and ready to make it happen, encore et encore!!!

And guess who is coming to announce me the official return of the sun in my life??? My mum, yes, my mummy, ma maman cherie!!!
 It's going to be sooooo good to be in her arms, to cry of joy together!!! I didn't see her for more than year! And Lilie-Mercredi is going to be soooo happy!!! She is going to show off so much!!!
I'm so excited, but also a little stress, because, my mum is a real queen and everything needs be ULTRA CLEAN, IMMACULATE!!!! NO JOKE, HERE!!!! And since I finally emptied my storage today, there is clothes and products everywhere!!! C'est la merde!!!

I exagerate a bit , not in terms of quantity but I think that my dear mummy is going to love to go threw all my stuff and put her nose in every little pockets! But it's ok! I'm so happy, also a lil' nervous but in a nice way... Family is everything to me.

Flashdance

I have this weird relationship with the 90's, I hate and love them at the same time, or I'm just curious, because it was too much for me at my age and now it is just too old school.
So I choose to watch FLASHDANCE THE MOVIE, yes ME!!!
And did you realized that after 10min of the movie, they are showing her ass??
 Making big big close up on it, dancing, sweating, huge drops of sexy fake water after 2 min training. Anyway, the guy is not hot, but old, she is, but she is black so of course they have to make her eat lobster like she is a porno star. I watched mostly (when I was watching it) without the sound, couldn't take it all the way.
HAPPY NEW YEAR, DANCE, FLASH, AND LET'S ALL SPARKLE THIS YEAR!!!

Getting dumped like chit

Not in a normal way, the way that when you are married, it can wake up your criminal instinct. Anyway not here to go threw the juicy disgusting details because I'm still under the shock...
It just ruins your vision of beauty, future, beliefs, and hope.
 Being cheated on is common but when you commit to someone, I really realized that it is a commitment for life, partnership and beyond that admiration and respect over all.
Age doesn't matter they say, giving space to the other one when u trying to both help and protect each other interests. But it's so easy to reject faults and just let it die after all.
I'm here, but it's unbearable to realize how many mistakes you did.
And guys seriously, we don't choose who we love and life always catches you up like a boomerang, and none of us are perfect, but love is all we can share for free and for real still, but it will soon disappear!!!
SO I GUESS, LET'S MAKE MONEY!

WORD!

First I'm French, I love to say exactly how I feel even if it is not pleasant... I have a very precise idea of elegance: LESS IS MORE!!!!

And Fashion is a sense which reunites our 5 other senses. Stay real to yourself in order to never loose your nose... Fashion is fragile, don't try to denature yourself, just express your feelings and moods threw fabrics, colors and texture! The cut also is everything so you can often twist your old clothes into new ones if you know how to style differently!

Enjoy Fashion, don't let her get to you, go to her!

SERIOUSLY?

Dear whoever red this pamphlet,

I'm here in the second most boring storm of my New York life, after Irina, welcome Sandy! Whoa!
We are all on Facebook, trying to post the best status update, the most sensational, like free journalists. It's a too much of non sense considering that everybody is kind of happy to not go to work or have the best excuse in the world, to say I can't do this, or I have to postponed that...
 Don't get me wrong, I'm one of them. But SERIOUSFUGKINGLY, this is so boring, the real people who are suffering from it are the people who works for this government, fireman, policeman, all those public jobs that I understand but not particularly fan of. Always there when it's too late, but in the end they get in pretty bad positions as well.
And let's not forget the poor people who lives where it is always damaged and loose everything, all the time.
 No electricity for the privileged class that we are part of, is a fake issue.
 Actually, I'm lucky, I moved 3 days ago from the waterside area to midtown. I don't know why but I moved. Anyway, I'm sure that even there I would have been ok. So I'm happy that everybody is enjoying this hurricane moment to ask for some news about the people they are surrounded by.
Enjoy, your cooking, your food, your friends, your movies, your drinks and sweet dreams.
Time will come when we will all have to wake up and really be scared about mother nature.
This is a fact, and even if we are aware of it, we don't do anything about it while we can.
 Bonne nuit les petits!

Princess Jude

Essential

 Blue light

I met Jude while I was enjoying Nicolas Ullman's Kararocke Show at Chez Andre, she appeared to me like an angel out of space, a pure lovely devil, somebody whose soul is so beautiful that it only can be seen as a fantasy but Jude is not an illusion. She is not another New-York dolly who tries to be somebody, she is the most unexpected beauty mix I ever seen in my life. 

Her mum is from Eastern Europe, who was born here and her dad native-american and african.

  Jude was born and raised in New-York, living in Lower East Side ( that she tattooed on her left shoulder) with her mummy in the same cocoon since ever, just trying to become herself with love and respect for her own values and influences. This Princess is the proof that the roughest stories produced the most precious entity. Her potential is off limit and I'm so honored to be able to guide her threw her dreams and be on her side for any step she wants to take in this industry. Her vision is mine, I want her to be able to do everything she would like to try without an ounce of doubt or pain. Welcome Jude to  this industry is an hymn to freedom and beauty.

Perfect skin

Raw

Me by Pascal Bernier

My hall at night

no turning back

My collar teets

 Here are my 3 favorite pictures from that night my dear Pascal Bernier. 
 It took me more than a month after the shooting during that very crazy night for posting them, some kind of a renaissance. I want to thank you, they are really me.
 I know I shouldn't be scared of the dark, I live mostly at night and she suits me so well.
 I love going out, everybody knows it, receiving friends at home, having fun, forgetting the hard days, the harsh light of the cold or hot city weather.
 Candles, music and cigarettes are part of those intimate moments at night when you decide to let go a bit more and divulge your secrets...
I get inspired at night, I meet all the persons I want to see during the day ( who are only a few), I also build up a lot of projects and if I wake up and I feel they shouldn't be done, then the night gave me again her best advice...
Nuit mon amour, je suis a toi.

Good morning NY!

Last day of NY FW, and I want to say THANK YOU!!!! BYE BYE WANNABES!!! Go to London and see if I'm around!!!

I maybe sound bitter, but I have been sick for the past 2 days and realized  how exhausting it is to be efficient night AND day, it's impossible!!! People who tells me they are out and about, are just rich kids, buying clothes and spending money all around.

I'm about to launch my artistic agency website this week-end  LAMAUD.COM and if I go party at night, I'm not efficient the morning after that... stop bullshitting!
And working it's not posting Instagram pictures and taking yourself for a photographer or even a trendsetter !!! But to make things happen, to help talents finding their ways (in my case it is since I'm an agent).

I'm a young mum, a wife, an agent and I try to be a good friend as well... This is a lot when you are doing it alone without the help of a rich family or simply trying to do it on your own without excluding those important priorities in order to stay REAL!!!

So like I always say, making a life, takes a life and not just a picture on Facebook featuring you at a super cool fashion party during FW, everybody can do that, everybody can sneak in... But lasting in this industry request sacrifices and real talent.

So don't make a full of yourself, accept to take risks and create your own world, make your vision appears to the world with time and effort. Love what you do and keep some time to step back and ask yourself, "Do I really contribute to make this world a better and honest place like the people who really have something to say?" or " Do I just hang around everywhere in order to make myself feel alive?"

Good night Fashion Week... And good morning reality of NY!!!

BE YOURSELF

Ok, I had a "SuperMegaCoolDay" with my Lilie-Mercredi, playing, except she kind of pee'd on me, I tried not to laugh about but I did and we couldn't stop laughing because whoo! This was not a little pee pee.

Hum... Let's go back to my little critic of today, I was like... should I or should I not just like with Lilie today.

But who cares! Except the people who are making it anyway for us to be critic about it, no?

So here it is:

Yes, I like CARINE ROITFELD, there is something sadistic and tragic about her, maybe the black eyes which you can't really see or maybe the constant high heels... And HERSELF MAGAZINE is a wonderful idea to finally give some cool credit to illustrators... but aren't we serious here?
I can't really imagine myself wearing any cool accessories or fashion pieces of clothes on a drawn woman looking like Cinderella... and there are so many talented photographers starving out there and starving models as well, do we really need to just dedicated a magazine to the already super' rich' famous' and "If I was more recognized in what I do, I will literally loose my head?".
It's a bit "pussy style" to me, a way to stay friendly with all the magazines and being a bit scared of being compared...
What makes the game even better is the competition! It keeps you good and on your toes!!! So don't be scared of being YOURSELF dear Carine!

God save the queen!!!

First, I'm not a big fan of the UK, I love a nice short week-end in London under the rain, but i'm a far bigger fan of my grey weather in Brittany, forever in love with my French West-Coast, of course!!!! So, anyway, I'm not here to talk about the weather but about one of my latest and saddest english discovery: RITA ORA. I discover her on Vogue.uk, in 31 days of style with the singer RITA ORA. God save the queen!!! Seriously? First she has horrible yellowish hair combined with a black skin full of pimples or let's say not luminous... not particularly tall neither super curvy. I'm telling myself ok, she is a singer, so let's not be too hard, I didn't go to Europe for more than 3 years, I maybe can't understand... She is the new british phenomena! So I go on Spotify, type her name, only one playlist, I'm like weird for the new big musical stuff in the UK... so I click on it and, I see only one title, entitled  "How do we (party)", so I click on it, and start hearing, " Party and bullshit .."by Notorious B.I.G!!!! Stop the massacre!!! How can his label authorize this horror!!!!! The song and her voice, is not even close to be a pale copy of Ke$ha, and her name at least was showing clearly which was her interest in the musical industry from the beginning... So let me tell you, first VOGUE shouldn't allow everything because it makes money or a TWITTER following, it is so disappointing to see how easily you can be famous, FAME DOESN'T MEAN TALENT! Good night my dearzzz...

My debut as a French Maid DJ with The Mystery Lights

I wasn't blogging at all recently. I had a lot of changes in my life and seriously I hate to blog just for fucking blogging, I mean who cares if you like the last show of Proenza Schouler from NY Fashion week? Just go on style.com and state your own opinion. Anyway, I'm not here to be a bitch, I was already insulted enough with THE ALICE & MAUD AND THE MYSTERY LIGHTS choice of password two weeks ago at THE HOLE GALLERY BASEMENT (thanks to them btw). The goal of this little venue was love between us and them, fun and also my debut as a dj with SALICE, the problem was that I never did it in my life, arrived late, and ever never practiced how to resolve the sound system issue, ( I mean in case you are alone behind the dj booth...)
JONNY WERG was supposed to assist us during this process but THE MYSTERY LIGHTS had so much success that night, that they had to play over and over again and in the end I was going crazy, dancing with them on the scene and honestly I really had fun, I felt like I was twelve years old again. I don't know if my mum would have let me where the french maid costume by KIKI DE MONTPARNASSE, so HOT!!!! Thank you so much to ALESSANDRA, "THE PR" at KIKI DE MONTPARNASSE, she always gets it and helps me out!
So really if you never heard them, go check it out this Thursday 23rd of Feb, they are playing during the "Mythologies" after party at LE POISSON ROUGE https://www.facebook.com/events/389955581021021/
So here you go, now you know it all, I mean not really, but the beginning, and there is so much more to come...
I wish them a lot of success, love and happiness, and I'm never a fan of anybody, but honestly, I guess I can call myself the official groupie!!!

SIMONA ANDREJIC in Central Park by photographer CAMELIA MENARD

I'm working on my website right now which will be online I hope before NY Fashion Week this September, and I asked all photographers and people I've worked with to send me the pictures that I didn't have or lost... and I just received those pictures from photographer and best friend CAMELIA MENARD, who is just an amazing beautiful blond girl who became one the most accomplished photographer in just 3 years!!! We did this shooting in Central Park with model SIMONA ANDREJIC from MARILYN AGENCY.
I was 6 month pregnant at that time and running all around with my suitcases full of clothes and accessorizes. I loved styling that shoot, first because I didn't see Camelia for ages and also because Simona was just the easiest and most beautiful girls I have seen for a long time!!! Her face is just so different but never weird always chic and perfectly in phase with the emotion of the moment.

So I wanted to share with you this warm and sunny day in Central Park last autumn in New-York city and now I feel less worried and pretty excited about the next one when I see all the beautiful projects I have to work on during this busy season!

THE ARTIST: TIGRAN TSITOGHDZYAN

I'm so proud to present my friend and accomplished artist TIGRAN TSITOGHDZYAN, he is from Armenia originally but he has been travelling all over the world since he was a kid. He got discovered very early because he is without a doubt, so talented!!!
His technique is hyperrealism and every time I show his paintings to my friend, they can't believe me when I say that it is oil on canvas and not a picture!
He takes so many hours of work, that he can't even get enough sleep. But that's what I call PASSION and DEVOTION FOR YOUR ART!!! There is nothing more beautiful than seeing somebody doing what he loves and doing it with such PERFECTION! I'm so proud that I met him, that I asked him right away (a year ago already) to organize a private exhibit, but he is so successful that he never have enough paintings in stock!!! People order it in advance and I can never get them all together at the same time!!! He promised to me that he will for September after Fashion Week, have enough paintings for me to organize this real moment of ART so I can share it with the people I love. So here are some of his latest paintings, very CONTEMPORARY and I just adore them!!! / They represent his beautiful model wife NADIA KASAKOVA and their son ALLEN.His name is maybe hard to pronounce but you will never forget him.To see all his work go to: http://www.tigran.ch

My friend SALMAN is throwing tomorrow a nice private event at THE JANE HOTEL in NEW YORK, most of all the fashion brands representatives will be there to enjoy cocktails, gossip about the latest news in "the super cool but not that important" fashion world!!! Because they will be thirsty after talking about how becoming the most successful and powerful CEO those days at SOHO HOUSE before, I think we should all go cheer them up and show them that the most important is to have fun!!!

SEE YOU THERE MY DEAR CRAZY FRIENDS

JAMIE WISE for Suitcase My Life in a video

JAMIE WISE for Suitcase My Life shooting

Dear Mr JAMIE WISE, or Mr James Dean... You were just perfect that day, you looked great, you were patient, waiting all day long with your Stephen King book that you couldn't really read because I was bothering you all the time! It was your first week in NYC, you didn't expect anything from this crazy City, but she loved you right away and booked you for the next year. Now you are a busy star, on your way to the sky, don't loose your head "baby Jamie", because she is so much fun right now! The video is so real, so you, mister player, you can fool me but not her, and you are an actor first of all, you will see what I mean after you watch it. I hope this shoot will stay historical in your career, as for me I enjoyed, no doubt. I hope to see you soon, we all love you. Thanks to PHILIPPE REYNAUD, our classy photographer, and Jamie's agent DAVID RALPH from New York Model Management. GREGORIO FRANCHETTI at the video and JAPHER FARES at the editing and SCOTT WASSERMAN for the beautiful sexy hair. Me at the production, thank you so much guys once again, I love you.

ZACH KING for SUITCASE MY LIFE!!!

Baby ZACH KING, a cute face so cute that you wanna hold him in your arms and make him kisses. Every time I met you I felt like you just wanna have fun, but in the good way, always!!! On the other hand, you know exactly what you are doing and the business you are in, you only let go when you feel safe, and I know you felt comfortable with me, your mum and your sister at THE UNION SQUARE STUDIO, we all knew that it would just be a game so I asked you what you are the best at and of course it was being yourself.

Meaning the Zach who is annoying his sister all day long, the one who can't stop making fun of his mummy, but also can't live without telling her all he has been threw during the day or who he has seen, which to me seems just normal and sane! ZACH KING is an adorable boy but a responsible kid, a kid who knows what he is doing, and how to do it but never takes himself seriously. I wish him all the best but I know he doesn't need it. ENJOY BABY, STAY YOURSELF, LIFE IS TOO SHORT BUT I KNOW THAT YOUR SMART, PATIENCE WILL BRING YOU FAR IN THIS CRAZY INDUSTRY.

NATALIA WOWCZKO For SUITCASE MY LIFE

Here it is my lovely NATALIA !!! I met you one night at 4am after a really long night, outside of Avenue... And honestly you were so pretty and stylish of course that I couldn't help it.
I had to propose you SUITCASE MY LIFE, and you had such a positive energy, you gave me your number right away and you trusted me (even if I was a little tired, hehehe!!!). The day of the shoot you were sick but you still came with the same great energy and everybody loved you! ANNELIESE TIECK did your hair and make up so nicely that you looked like you had slept forever. PHILIPPE REYNAUD our star photographer had those wonderful jewels (not fake, oui, Monsieur!) that he put around your neck, you were his princess that night! Then you showed me all your favorite clothes, Mickey t-shirt, little jean short and transparent white shirt, everything was so you, fresh and sexy! So we couldn't help it, we shot you as much as we could until you were dead, until your friend came to pick you up to remind you that you had to wake up at 6am for a job the day after and it was already half past twelve.
So thank you my baby, we really enjoyed spending this intimate time with you, and we all hope that you will like those pictures my love.